squee451

Thu, 07 Apr 2005 02:25:14 GMT

Single for a bit, I decided to take a break with Arielle. I really don't know why, she was a great gf, prolly gonna end up back with her. Hi Livejournal, I want to marry you Baker of Love

Tue, 22 Mar 2005 19:37:26 GMT

Good day to any of you who for some reason read this. I'm 18, I lost money at a casino and made alot in an online tourney. I am a man what with the having sex and all. Spring break is fun, got drunk made money gambling, was a bad decision but w/e. there ya go Livejournal

long time

Wed, 16 Feb 2005 08:40:28 GMT

It's been a long time old friend. I have a gf, of 3 weeks, we have had many interesting sexual encounters that noone wants to hear about, this is just a reminder for my future self, they happened. Girls are dumb alot of the time. I am much happier than I've been in a while, physical relationships are underrated. School is fine got into USC with a big scholarship
they are flying me down and I got a sexy pinstripe navy blue suit for infinite money. I'm down on gambling recently up about 200 lifetime now for online. But w/e... Valentine's day was fun, my girlfriend sometimes ruins things though and it bothers me quite a bit.

Kissing her...

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 01:05:44 GMT

Ready LJ how ya doing baby? haven't seriously talked to you in a while. things are looking up, Mardi gras, in new orleans, with brandon. Lots of commas. I plan on coming back to Arielle and her being single, it ain't going to last for her and her bf, that relationship was doomed from the minute that guy got her NOTHING for her birthday. Being with her is like being on crack the high can only last so long, and if people find out you do it, YOUR fucked.

Pet peeve time
Fuck girls who masturbate and say they don't its fucking natural to have fun with yourself, loosen the fuck up bitches.

Lots of love,
Adam

Man-up Nigger

Mermaids they make bad girlfriends

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 05:27:15 GMT

I made out with Arielle alot. Ashley you can't read this. So don't tell anyone or mention it to me.

Quote for you all
"Life's a trip ese."
Mexican gangster
Training day

Good god

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 07:14:05 GMT

It's been a long time since I updated. Like a week, but a lot has happened and now I won't be able to write all of it. So Winter formal January 8th was a great evening. Limo ride was fun, even though my friends kept telling Mattie stories about drunken adam, she was incredible about it, that girl is literally perfect. Dinner was great at newport bay, I had a steak, no awkward silences, good times were had by all. The dance was fun even though I couldn't dance I pretended I could, and we had our photos taken alot, she laughed alot and I thought she had a great time as well as I did. Arielle and I had a giant fight the night before winter formal so the only time I felt bad was when I saw her with her Bf, that guy's such a douche. But yeah after the dance we went back to my house and watched anchorman with another couple. Than I gave her a ride home at 1:45 and we talked the entire time it was great. I didn't try to kiss her though... Idk why I think it's cause of my feelings for Arielle.

New paragraph just for Arielle. She Imed me and told me she's scared of cheating on her bf with me and doesn't want to hang out with me anymore. She called back the next day and said she was sooo sorry and her friend typed all that shit and she would never want to stop hanging out with me. I really like her. Guess what her Bf got her for her birthday..... NOTHING, thats right NOTHING, Worst guy ever.

Spent a day with Ashley, she reads my livejournal. We watched snatch went to the mall, played with vibrators, naked manequins, read sex tip books, it was a blast. But yeah I had alot of fun hanging with you ashley.. we still need to go back to buy me a sex tip book.

I need a girlfriend this close to breaking ARielle off with her BF.

Yo yo yo?

Thu, 06 Jan 2005 02:06:11 GMT

So life is so interesting at times. Its like hey I'm interesting.... and than yeah. So arielle said she had feelings for me, but she has a bf.... and he's jealous of me. I'm jealous of him its a mutual thing I guess. So idk whats gonna happen with girls cause they suck and rock. Girls are the only things that matter.

Drunk drunk drunk drunk skunk?

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 03:01:51 GMT

So I had the most alcohol ever new year's eve. 3/4 of a flavored fifth of vodka, YUM. So we started off watching anchorman. Jaike Megan Brandon caroline Jason and I were all there. Emily Schauer showed up, Muhammad showed up. 3 Junior girls and this guy from my math class showed up. We all went to my room. We played strip poker. I was drunk as a skunk. Two of the girls showed their breasts, it was good times at the time. WEnt to watch the ball drop, didn't kissanyone. My dad came downstairs for it. Told a girl to put her pants back on (best part of the night). Me and the Junior girls and a guy went to the local elementary school. We got naked. We ran around alot. GOOD god those girls were fine. We put our clothes back on cause it was freezing and the girls had to go home. I got dropped off at my friends' house to see Jodi, SOO DRUNK at the time. I talked to her for like 30 minutes than walked 4 miles home freezing in the middle of the road drunk off my ass. GOOD TIMES. Fell asleep at 3. Woke up at 7, room was spinning. SERIOUSLY FUCKING SPINNING. Drank a whole bottle of water. Made drunken phone calls. Woke up at 12. Sober and hungover. GOOD TIMES.
Limp bizkit ruins Staind songs with his fucking talking.
I love you....

new years

Sat, 01 Jan 2005 02:23:56 GMT

party party drink drink party party drink drink. All alone right now, I don't know what to say. Cause you're mean and I never liked you anyway. you'll never call, cause I don't want to be friends. Excuse me now cause the course is coming up again. They come and go and I don't feel a thing. It's not cause I'm a jerk and I don't care. I don't know whats the matter with me. I only know the right girl's still out there....... THAT SONG FUCKING RULES. More lyrics now.
Darling close the curtains
cause all we need is candlelight
you and me and a bottle of wine
gonna hold you tonight

well we know I'm going away
and how I wish, I wish it wasnt so
so take this wine and drink with me
and lets delay our misery

Save tonight, and fight the break of dawn
Come tommorrow tomorrow I'll be gone...
More

Had a bad day don't talk to me
gonna ride this out
my little black heart,
breaks apart with your big mouth

Went to the doctor and I asked her
to make this stop
got medication, a new addiction
fucking thanks alot

Had a relapse, out of rehab
ruins everything.

MORE MORE MORE PEOPLE THESE SONGS FUCKING ROCK

The nightmares, the bad dreams,
have become reality
at least inside my mind... yeah
no words you say could ever make me want to change
forgive me, not when it comes toooo this crime.

I met her before you she wore the sweetest perfume
her scent reminds me of our first date....
I still taste our last kiss
her name still falls from my lips....

Who am I gonna kiss when the clock strikes 12, gonna be too drunk to remember...

What's your fantasy?

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 00:49:38 GMT

Making a complete sundae out of a naked girl and than licking it off.... slowly.... But yeah that song by ludacris, pretty fucking cool for rap neways. So Girls, are going well??? yeah pretty fucked up I know. So I hung out with Jodi and watched zoolander and that was pretty tight, I didn't ask this girl for her phone number before winter break even though i wanted to. I went out with this chick named lauren to the grudge. She's pretty cute goes to Lincoln, we had a good time talked alot, we have a lot in common so I'm gonna try and hang out with her some more this break. Same with Jodi. I hung out with my little mermaid Arielle as well. We kind of watched Kujo, kind of wrestled over her purse, we were pretty much all over each other it was a lot of fun. Than we went to pizza schmizza, its kind of our place I guess? But it was really cute, I was really close to kissing her and Jodi and Lauren..... But seriously if one of them agrees to be my girlfriend than I'll be faithful and all that. Umm interesting side note, for each date, I took one and a half shots of vodka prior to hanging out with them. REALLY takes the edge off, incredible for my nerves, its a good plan for me. Standard Break from Life Alkaline Trio.
My senior quote
"On a night without the moon or stars you can't see a thing but you can imagine anything.... I am in a constant state of intellectual erection" They are trying to cut off the 2nd part due to the word erection. I'm fighting the man.

I have goals!

Sat, 18 Dec 2004 20:17:08 GMT

I have goals, yes I do, I have goals how about you?
1. Get Laid
2. Get a girlfriend
Yes in that order, it just makes more sense.

hey hey hey

Sun, 12 Dec 2004 18:07:38 GMT

Hmm so I didnt get into University of Pennsylvania, I got deferred, but in reality I don't really want to go there over a school in California, cause I like the atmosphere down there alot better. So It's kind of a good thing. Girls.... fucking sketchy as hell in general, enough said. My grades are 2A's and 4 B's this quarter and prolly for the semester so yeah, parentals are kind of getting mad, but its my senior year, all my friends can skip cause they are all going to PCC or Western so they dont have to work at school. I don't really want to work at school anymore, just want to lay back enjoy the good times that I've never enjoyed. Hmmmm music fucking rocks socks more than anything ever.

player or no?

Sun, 05 Dec 2004 23:20:13 GMT

So yeah I went out with Arielle on Saturday, finally. I don't think she knows I write about her. We actually had a really good time. She has the best smile ever and I can just keep her laughing so its good stuff. Kept making jokes about her breaking up with Jordan, but she didnt seem to be buying it. It was still fun tho. Than we saw Napoleon dynamite, made some interesting vampire jokes. Put my arm around her, she didn't mind the trick is the constantly touching stuff. So than she got picked up, and I went and saw a murder mystery play at Wilson with Jodi. She's pretty cute, too jewish for me maybe, she has that same innocence thing that mattie has, but she seems really into me unlike mattie. I think she'd prolly be my girlfriend if I asked her. We are gonna hang out next week so hopefully that goes well. But yeah the play was the first play at wilson I saw and it was really good. Than when we went out to baskin robins and split a banana split on the stairs outside. It was really fun and pretty romantic. Saw mattie at the play while I was with Jodi that was kind of awkward but didnt seem that bad, she was there with her friend so it was fine. Not a guy friend tho so thats good and tonight i'm off to watch my friend play hockey with my whole math class.
Girls are interesting.
Have an erotic day

Girls always Girls

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 01:25:28 GMT

So yeah I'm going to hang out with Arielle this weekend, but I've written that before. Hopefully it works out, we are gonna go see Napoleon Dynamite at Valley, gonna try and see it with Mattie Sunday as well so it'll be double the napoleon. It should be awesome. She's too attached to her boyfriend maybe. I think she still likes me and I'm sure she'd go out with me if they break up, her longest relationship only has been a couple months so it might work out between us, she'll be a really good friend neways.So went downtown with this girl named Veronika from photo class. She told me all her sex stories it was funny as hell. Kind of slutty tho.... but w/e she was cool to kick it with. So yeah not much new applying to all these colleges. Spanish field trip to the art museum in seattle tomorrow that should be fun.

myself

Sat, 27 Nov 2004 10:27:57 GMT

I need to make some changes to who I am. I don't know what kind of person I've become, some sort of dick. I can't stand being alone anymore, I can't stand to be around myself at all. Brandon understands me better than anyone else possibly could. I talked to arielle tonight, told her how I felt, we jokes about her breaking up with jordan but I can't see that happening. I fall in love with every girl out there. I can't deal with my emotions my thoughts. I am going to be doomed to a life of being alone... God if you're there, send me a girl.

Fuck them

Thu, 25 Nov 2004 11:00:12 GMT

Fuck all of them, she is such a stupid bitch I can't believe what a fucking bitch she is. She doesn't deserve shit, she needs to realize she ain't so fucking hot. She needs to realize that she is avg if that, I Fucking hate her so much. What a dumb fucking bitch, she thinks she can get GRaham. But I defended her to them, I was nice to her, I liked her, but she's such a fucking dumb ass bitch, she thinks she's so great but she's such a slut, I was so defensive of her to my friends. I didn't care if she was fat or not, cause she was a cool person but no, she thinks she can do better. FUCK HER! All the girls I liked were hotter than her.
FUCK HER!

hmm

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 05:48:14 GMT

So it seems like Mattie doesn't like me at all. And that Arielle likes me but is kind of sketchy cause of her boyfriend. It's all an intrinsic circle of girls just sucking in general. But yeah 4 day weekend, I want to hang out with everybody, so leave me a message if you want to kick it with me this weekend.

good weekend

Sun, 21 Nov 2004 08:36:25 GMT

So I got drunk as a skunk on friday, 2 40's one pabst one bud. Good times, played alot of poker and apparently typed in my livejournal. So yeah I tried to kick it with Arielle this weekend, but it didn't happen. I texted her alot and she replied alot, and she started a convo on AIM, idk if any of these things are good signs cause she may or may not have made up excuses not to hang out with me.... I can't really tell. So yeah that sucks she might have legitimate reasons, we'll see this upcoming weekend, its 5-days so if she tries not to hang out with me, than I can prolly safely assume she doesnt like me. I hope she does tho, I make her laugh and she makes me happier when I'm around her. I've fallen in love with any girl who's ever giggled at one of my comments and than glanced in my direction.... sad isnt it? Bought 3 movies, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Fear.com, and Kill Bill 2, Watched eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. One of the greatest modern-day love stories ever, need to watch that flick with a chick. Watched it with Whitney and Alex and Graham. Whitney had this large hole in her jeans that you could see her ass through..... I tried to avoid staring, but I am only a man.
Quote for the day from Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
"Why do I fall in love with every girl who pays me the least bit of attention?"
Joel Parish

I have a plan...

Fri, 19 Nov 2004 05:32:07 GMT

So there's a new girl in my 12-gauge radar at school, and that is Arielle. Fucking cool name right? So yeah anyways Mattie's cool but she's so shy, I can't tell if she likes me or not or what she's ever thinking about. But yeah Arielle is short tan cute, funny, and smart. So that's about it, and I can make her laugh alot plus I think she had a crush on me at one point or another. Complications, she has a boyfriend of 2 weeks though. She flirts with me alot in photography though so hopefully that means something. Idk I like her a bunch so I need to break her and her boyfriend up, I think we are gonna go see Shaun of the Dead at valley theatre this weekend, if things go as planned. Also I want to kick it with Leah and Whitney again and hopefully my poker friends this weekend, so that's alot of kicking it... anyways give me ideas.

nothings new.

Thu, 18 Nov 2004 04:31:40 GMT

Nothing is new at all in my life really. Cleaning my room, bored out of my mind, talking to people on the computer. I think I aced my math test today so I guess that's good. I'm randomly depressed for no reason. I guess it happens. I really don't want to do anything but sleep forever... not deathwise. I might do hw and than just head to bed really early and try to get a good night's sleep. I'm not sure what my weekend plans are yet, a bunch of things could happen. I'm gonna try and get Mattie to come with me and brandon to a extra credit chemistry lecture, and failing that, try and get other girls to come with us to make things more interesting. I need the extra credit so I can get an A in the class. Fuck the world for being so difficult, so boring, and providing me with such few opportunities for being happy.
Dear Sweet Peter Can you feel this?
Everyone is in their own personal coma.

Party again?

Sun, 14 Nov 2004 23:31:48 GMT

So this saturday I went to a party again. At my friend Paul Stanton's house, it was pretty tight, there was alot of alcohol there. I brought Whitney and Leah, my friend Alex's neighbors, and I tried to bring alex as well, but he wouldnt come. That guy seemed like he would be happy to come drink with us, but he is too scared of getting caught. He needs to conquer his fucking fears. Anyways so we got to the party and we all had a alot of vodka and budweisers. Than we all went outside and smoked a cigarette, than I came back inside with whitney and we cuddled on the couch in front of the most romantic movie ever, The Waterboy. Somewhere along the way her friend Leah came back and me and Whitney made out, Than we just laid there and I was holding her. And somewhere me Leah and Whitney all kissed... yeah... weird huh? Than Whitney had to go to the bathroom and she was completely trashed so me and Leah took her to the bathroom, than she went to the bathroom came out, and completely passed out. So me and leah sat with her for a bit, than went and fooled around somewhere.... I'm not the most reliable friend when I'm drunk I guess. And I really liked Whitney too, I guess I fucked that one up. Goddamn I think she might have liked me too. So than we came back to the bed we put Whitney on, and she had puked all over the floor :(. I cleaned all that up and we woke her up and made her drink some water. By than I had sobered up pretty well, so we gave Whitney 30 minutes to recuperate and than I drove her home at like 5 in the morning. She was soo trashed, I felt so bad for helping her sneak out, well I guess this is the last time I get to hang out with Whitney. I fuck things up, but life is just a random series of fuck-ups.
You are not a unique and beautiful snowflake,
We are the all-singing all-dancing crap of the world,
Tyler Durden

Party, soo not hot right now

Sat, 13 Nov 2004 10:32:35 GMT

So I broke my 3-month sobriety streak wednesday night. Very bad times were had. I got very wasted off White Russians, screwdrivers, and shots of Bacardi 151. Bacardi 151 makes for a bad drunk I swear I'm usually a good drunk but not after Bacardi. So yeah I got wasted than I was happy for a long time, than I called everyone in my cell phone and wrote down some girls number on my hand, and probably left terribly horny drunken messages to alot of girls... including mattie, probably not the right call. Than I walked in on this chick Emily making out with Chris Buker, and I got really mad about that. Cause all the assholes in the world get the great girls, even though I didn't really have those kinds of feelings for emily. It was just symbolic of all relationships on earth. So I decided I wanted to drive home but friends took my keys (good call guys) than I got in my car and Lil britney got in the passenger seat and tried to console me. But she completely sucked at it so I got madder and madder and almost hit her, but instead punched my windshield as hard as I could. It broke, giant crack down the front (Told my parents I don't know what happened to it, they are paying for it, I reallly feel terrible lying to them though.) Than I went inside and fell asleep, than lil britney woke me up by jumping in the bed with me, so I got up, this was like 5 in the morning, and there was this really hot chick topless in my room. (Might have been really hot cause I was drunk) Than I went out to the kitchen and took infinite shots of vodka. Met some random 19-year old said I was 19 and going to PCC, we smoked a couple of ciggarettes than drunk some more than spooned for a bit, than some other guy took my spot. I drunk some more hugged Daniel Flannegan alot than called more people in my cell phone. Would not stop calling Marlo and Brittany T for some reason... Than I smoked more cigarettes, ( I must have smoked like 6 this night, don't remember all the times I went outside to smoke.) I wrestled with 2 older guys and took them down but got pinned, but I'm still good at wrestling. Than I got up and decided to drive home and I told people I'd give them rides so I woke them up to drive them home. (I was in no condition to drive) So Mary drove my car with the new crack in the windshield to my house where she parked her car. Than she drove her car home. I was still completely smashed out of my mind though and got to the horny stage of being smashed, so I looked up the most porn anyone has ever looked up. (This is weird for me, cause I almost never look up porn, seriously it had been like 2 and a half months since looking at porn.) Than I drove to my doctor's appointment and than went and kicked it with Alex Graham and Tristan. But yeah it was bad drunken times but w/e.
Sober for a while... maybe.
Adam

Poker

Tue, 09 Nov 2004 02:47:56 GMT

I bought back into online poker and am doing fine up a hundred dollars in a day, but that never lasts. I hope I can keep my play good though can't start playing weak hands like last time. I need to only play great-premium hands, no A-x suited shit no Q 9 suited or low suited connectors, and only play the connectors in late position. No raising with A-J. But yeah enough poker slang, BIG PARTY wednesday definitely breaking my sober streak and going all out. It's gonna be insane, get drunk get some have fun, been way tooooo long. I can't wait for it so I'm pretty happy, still working on Mattie trying to get a double date on friday or thursday or saturday cause well that would rock some fucking socks.

weekend

Sun, 07 Nov 2004 22:28:16 GMT

So I took the Sat's Again. FUcking raped them they seemed really easy this time around so thats good. Than I hung out with magic friends and played poker and smash the whole time and won bout 40$ Alex won 4600$ in an online tourney, it was pretty fucking hot. Than I watched Snatch with Alex's neighbor who is at least a 7.5 on a scale of 1-10 and kind of lesbian. So that was fun. Than I went and kicked it with Jaike Brandon Emily and Caroline and we just sat around and I fell asleep I dont know what they did. And now I finished a cd for steffi and need to mow the lawn.

YES!

Thu, 04 Nov 2004 01:56:34 GMT

Well I had made up my mind worn my lucky shit and my lucky necklace and asked MAttie to winter formal after chemistry. And she said yes!!! so that's probably good. I am so excited to go with her... I just wish she was kind of more bad girlish. Idk how much we have in common but she has a great personality and is fun to be around... really quiet tho. That can always be a problem. I might try and set up a relationship before Winter formal cause that would probably be fun. So I guess I'm gonna try and ask her out this weekend hopefully.
BUSH WON!!!! To all you friggin underclassmen complaining in the halls about Bush who have no idea what they are talking about... STFU! Bush has the right policies for the supreme court and for the economy... I agree with most ppl that he handled the war badly cause we never should have been in there to start with. But now that we are there he is probably the best man for the job. ROE V.WADE is gonna get overturned. THANK FUCKING GOD. All the people out there who are pro-choice just dont know enough about the subject. Honestly do days of research and you'll realize how barbaric abortion is. It has nothing at all to do with women's rights. But yeah ideas for a date?